Pregnant

so it's basically for sure that i am pregnant.... Fricken lovely! I cant believe this! why now?! why me?! i dont get it! well i do i just cant believe this!
i was the one who made the decision though... but it takes 2 to tango so it's just as much my fault as it is his... JUST LOVELY! the father of my child is not even dating me anymore! this is not how i wanted to start out my life! i hate this! But i did make the decision so i have to take responsibility for my actions...